I’m not a rockstar mom (but I try😜) There are days that life just gets the best of me. Days that the baby has thrown up on me and I’ve changed outfits 3x before 8am. Times I look around at my mess of a house and feel disgusted that I can’t keep it together. There are moments that my anxiety creeps in and times where I feel the weight of the world trying to juggle being a mom, wife, employee, friend, and all the other hats I wear. There are days where I just wish I could take a vacation by myself. Moments when I long for some change in the monotony of our daily routine. Times I catch myself thinking “oh when Callahan is older we will be able to do “_____” and other times that I cry myself to sleep thinking about how fast he is growing and I wish he would stay little forever. At the end of the day, I’ll never be the perfect mom. But I will always strive to be the best mom to my baby. Motherhood is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. It’s messy, chaotic, and exhausting, but it’s the most beautiful and rewarding job. One of these days I know I’ll look back and miss the times he needed me for everything, the messy house, the noise and the chaos. I feel so blessed and fortunate that God chose me to be Callahan’s mommy and I would not trade any of it for the world. My life is so much brighter with my sweet boy in it. I will savor these moments because they do not last. Here’s to all the mamas out there. Our days are long but the years are short. Even on the hard days, you are the best mama to your babies❤️ LTKunder50 LTKstyletip LTKSeasonal