I always knew I wanted to be a mother. It is the most rewarding and most difficult job I’ve ever done. I love this little boy more than life but I would be lying if I said that I haven’t felt a little discouraged the past few days. I’d be lying if I told you that I didn’t look at other new moms on here that seemingly have it all figured out, just to feel like I’m doing it wrong. I’d be lying if I told you I didn’t feel like the worst mom in the world for wishing that just once, maybe, I could put him down and he would sleep in his swing long enough for me to shower. My sweet boy wants to be with mama all the time. I can’t put him down without screams. They say you can’t spoil a newborn, so I’m trying to savor these moments knowing they won’t last forever. One day he won’t need mommy to fall asleep or to soothe his cries. One day he won’t rely on me for food and comfort and literally, everything. And when that day comes, I know I’ll be wishing we could go back to this exact moment. I love this little boy more than life, but motherhood is hard, but I also wouldn’t trade it for anything in this world. So today, we aid these tired eyes with all the coffee in this cute “mama bear” mug & thank the Heavens for baby wraps so we can at least go to the bathroom & maybe get some laundry done today. Everything is linked on LIKEtoKNOW.it! linkinbio http://liketk.it/3benV liketkit LTKbaby LTKfamily @liketoknow.it @liketoknow.it.family