our husband set up a chemotherapy surprise!! the days leading up to chemo are beyond crazy. I have never experienced such a paralyzing anxiety š„¹ the treatments have been harder because I am walking into the appointment worn out from the last roundā¦ but itās also the fact that i now know how sick it makes me and what is about to go down š My friend Asia suggested I try dressing up for chemotherapy. She said ālook goodā¦ feel goodā and Iāll try absolutely anything to feel better at this point. š plus itās freezing with the cold cap so why wasnāt I wearing faux furs this entire time? āļø biggest thank you ever to our husband who has been my rock through this entire storm. what an angel busting out the homecoming markers!!! I know God is gonna use all of this somehow, someway but in the meantimeā¦ Do your Self exams please please please š ily