This sweater dress I think was one of the early sell outs on the site directly so you will likely have to find it at a small shop or resell. This is a xxl I had seen it on other people before I bought mine and knew it was very form fitting. I for sure need shapewear on with this one when I do wear it. It is Very very heavy! I was going to take it to NyC with me last week and so didn’t because it would have added so much weight in my luggage and I was afraid it would get messed up! plussize midsize livinglargeinlilly christmas holidayoutfit LTKHoliday LTKMidsize LTKPlusSize